2013: 5 Wishes
I was tagged by Robin at Our Carolina Days. I don’t normally do these, but it seemed harmless and just for fun. Also, this will be the first meme I’ve done on 6birds since I started over. Gotta get that category going somehow. 😉
Below are 5 things I’m wishing for for 2013. I’m making them possible rather than impossible, and not anything stressful. 🙂
I want/need to get help for my mental health. Counseling, therapy, psychologist… Because of the holidays, it has been a bit difficult. However, after they are all over and done with, I really need help. I want help – professional help – and I know I need it as well. I mean, I can’t even drive!
I’d like to learn at least 5 new design strategies/ways/whatever the term for this. I want to become better at web design. I, personally, like to think I’m pretty good at some graphic design as well. I just really want to get better. Perhaps I can make themes and layouts for a small fee to at least have some cash to have fun with.
Finally finish writing my mom that letter I have been working on writing for a long time now and send it to her. It seems like it should be this easy thing to do, but it’s really not. It’s difficult. It’s honest. I’m pouring my heart out to her in a letter about how she needs to change what she’s doing or else history is going to repeat itself – or else I’m going to have to take matters into my own hands. I don’t want my mom out of my life. It sucks. People often tell me how “lucky” I am to not have her bothering me all of the time. If your mom still talks to you, cherish that. My mom doesn’t deserve to be in my life because she refuses to be pleasant to me because she refuses to believe I’ve been abused – that I was wrong, that she neglected me. I need to finally finish it, and then I need to send it.
I have THE strangest dreams. I’d really like to start recording them. I don’t know if I should start another WP blog, a tumblog or Blogspot blog to have these on. My dreams are just really weird. I’d like to write them down somewhere. Physically writing gets exhausting, though, thus why I’d rather type them up somewhere.
Try to get back into doing the things I used to do that I loved so much – photography, taking walks (even though the city doesn’t suffice), looking up #cutegasms on Fridays, etc.
You’re apparently supposed to tag 5 people as well. If you don’t do it, that’s fine. :]
- Marshmallow @ Paper Wish (is it spaced?)
- Steph @ Wooty Woot
- oh, snap… I ran out of blog friends who’d be interested maybe. I need to get out more! 😮