Sometimes I feel dark, and sometimes I feel very light. Lately I have been feeling unneeded, unwanted and unimportant.
I really don’t like those feelings.
I feel like I’m wasting my breath, time and energy whenever I speak.
I feel like anything I say isn’t important, and that it is irrelevant to anything going on.
I’m so sick of this feeling.
I feel like I’m the annoying friend everyone pretends to like, but no one really does.
I broke down and cried today. RewindHost helped me get my old blogs from 6birds.net back, but trouble arose when I tried to restore the backup to old.6birds.net, so Harrison is helping me with that. I tried to import them via phpMyAdmin about 4 times, but I kept getting the same error, even though I was following the tutorial on Codex.
I think the dark theme was what continued to keep me feeling as if I was living in a thunderstorm. When I feel down in the dumps, I keep going downhill, and it’s so hard to get back up again. I’m going to end up hating these themes I’m using once I get done with this bottle of Feeling Down – no matter how much I grow to like them whilst i use them.
That’s why I’m not going to use the theme Aashni made me yet.
Speaking of which, I need to go to the store. Brookshire’s will do, especially since it’s the closest one that has what I need1.
I just feel like my life is so boring.
P.S. I moved all of my visitor content to a subdomain.
- Like a $30 Top-Up card for my Virgin Mobile USA cell phone ↩