An Official Public Apology
I’m one to say that you don’t need to apologize for taking time off from everything for you or for worrying about your health or your personal life, etc., but I want to.
I want to say that I’m sorry for not replying back to your email, for failing to go through with a commitment I made, for not returning your comment, for saying something stupid, for making a fool of myself, for making you feel like I only wanted one thing, for answering something wrongly, for not being cool enough, for making you feel like I’m milking my situation, for not being mentally stable.
I’m sorry for appearing lazy and not being able to move on and blogging about sad shit all the time and coming off as narcissistic and offending you and not moving on and not being able to control myself.
And I’m sorry you accepted that apology and/or that me apologizing has made things somewhat better between us.
Last year I did a lot of public humiliating to myself. I honestly feel like I’ve humiliated myself the most in the blogging world, aside from those who were publicly humiliated by themselves because they plagiarized x.
I told my dad everything. If I disappear, it’s likely because he put me in psych care. And, in the event that such happens, I’m really considering seeing if someone could make sure 6birds stays sane whilst I’m away. Because leaving a WP site static for so long seems to attract unwanted visitors and successful logins.
So, if such happens, at least you won’t worry about me. I’ll schedule some posts for random times for just-in-case purposes. Or maybe I won’t. Maybe just leaving this up if it does happen will/would be best.