Since comments are closed on 6birds for a while, I’m posting a notice entry to you all who want to comment my blogs still. Keep in mind they are closed on 6birds for now because I keep getting comments daily on things I don’t want my entries to be commented on. I guess I’m just being nit-picky, but I can’t help it – honest. I guess every little thing is getting to me. I don’t necessarily want to hear about what others think of me, compare them to me/me to them, and I definitely cannot tolerate one-sentence snippets of certain things being said. They’re annoying me to bits; I cannot handle it.
Moments ago Mimi asked me where I am going to start looking next – as if she doesn’t understand once again what I meant when I said I just needed some time alone. I still need some time alone. I don’t know where I’m going to look right now, as if I can even afford to think about such a thing right now! I am really struggling everyday to just appear okay. I both want and need someone to understand that. I’m really trying here. It’s not something that can just be fixed ASAP. It’s not something I want to explain out loud in words to really anyone. I can’t do that, and it’s not just because I don’t want to.
People aren’t understanding what I’m going through. If they did, they wouldn’t bombard me with all of these questions/ask me about my feelings and/or other things. They don’t understand, and they cannot say they do.
I closed my eHarmony account, by the way.