I’d rather have this as an illusion instead.
The pain is back. Is this what labor feels like? Is it worse? I hope it’s better. I should be used to this feeling, but I’m not. I should appreciate regular menstrual cramps, but I’m not. The only difference is that this pain is on my left side. My right side is completely fine – it does not hurt to the immediate, pressurized touch or the small but intense movement I make.
Only my left side is jolting with pain. Is this what a volcano feels like during eruption? Some say that when something like this ruptures it will hurt worse. What could possibly feel worse than this constant stabbing and continuous nausea and imploding? Is someone stacking invisible bricks on my left side?
I don’t want to lean – leaning hurts too much. I don’t want to eat or think about food because it is making me feel even more sick. I’m freezing, and I can’t understand why. Checking my temperature will either result in a fever me to do anything on the fun side until it cools off or just an odd look because I am checking my temperature when I look like I am feeling fine.
Luckily for me the pain comes and goes. Luckily for me I have experienced this before.
I have been contemplating it’s second presence in my body for a few days now, and the other day my contemplating proved right.
Hello, Ovarian Cyst. Did you enjoy your vacation? How is the left side? Did you dislike the right side?