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If you are going to be rude to me, then I am not going to help you. At all.

It’s funny when someone asks for – or says they need – help, and then they treat whomever offered to help them down. Isn’t that like they’re saying (or acting) as if you’re not adequate help for them? Or maybe I made them mad earlier because I wouldn’t let them do something, and now that I have been turned down for help, I am needed once again. Why? Because I am the best candidate for the position: Math Homework.

I went walking with Pat and Carrie earlier today. It was really nice. I enjoyed it until Pat suddenly grew angry with me because I wouldn’t call our mom and ask her if he could go to Mimi’s. What is the point in wasting my minutes/energy/time to do something when I already know what the answer is going to be? He walked behind me after that. He is quite stubborn. More stubborn than anyone else I know. And I’m stubborn, too. That’s saying a lot.

I’m exhausted, though. My allergies are so killer right now. I think I am going to go to bed early tonight. Last night from 6 to 11:51 I was helping Isaac with his homework. Did you notice my previous update’s shortness? That was a draft I had written a while back. Perhaps even a month ago. I just couldn’t let myself fail this BEDS meme so quickly – especially since I was so excited about starting it. I already sort of feel as though my life’s failure. If I fail this meme, how am I going to be able to do anything else long term?

I have decided to try monthly goals again. #babysteps, though – I first need to finish this.


  1. Carolynne on

    It is frustrating to be taken advantage. Good for you for standing your ground though! I am sure you are going to succeed with the BEDS. I wish I was able to do something like that! 🙂

  2. Paige on

    No, I do not have asperges syndrome, just severe social anxiety. I was tested for AS when I was younger but the results were negative. I actually have good communication skills, however I am too anxious to actually share my thoughts with others vocally.

    I’m sorry your allergies are so bad right now! Luckily, I don’t have allergies. It seems like EVERYONE else does, though. I’m just allergic to weird things, like food coloring. XD

  3. Yelaina on

    I hope you can keep up the BEDS thing! I know what it feels like to set a goal but part way through not really care to much anymore… I always need to prove to myself i can stick with something for longer then the phase of liking it lasts.

  4. Sara on


    Are you okay? Given this post, I assume you’ve not been affected by the fires.

    Regarding being stubborn, I suffer from the same affliction:~)

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